in love!!!...oops..NO!!..let's break up....

This one is of a new tone...not the texture or pattern of my usual lines...
I should say,this accounts like,a sort of discussion or study on two  of the most confusing words that has fallen over me...over and over!
In love...and Break up!!
starting with the more poetic one of the two...LOVE!!
A word that can be doodled down as one of the most beautiful words in the language and the one that has appeared in different shapes and patterns...thanks to the craftsmanship who worked on it.
No other word would have been shaped and reshaped like this one...a notion so flexible..it take the shape of a red plumpy heart...to the random swirling smoke roll from a cigar..
it bends...it rolls...ya,it breaks too!!!
Dressed in those crispy warm white school uniform...i had a very bad picture about this word...i just used one adjective with it "CHEAP"!!
Then it happened..the usual tremor that happens with every teenager..."A SHE"...and all was over...
it swept through my ideas...shattered my concepts...everything was pulled down...and all that was left..was red romantic blooms...
There the stupid comes with his new definition...love...it's something eternal...it...blah..blah...and he could now give hours of snoring talks on it.
GAME OVER!!
there he comes..the villain... resembling a typical indian masala film..nothing good runs for long...and i think that's the only reason for the birth of this word..."BREAK UP"

"you ditched me"..."you cheated on me"...and it goes on like that...the usual break up line fall on like that...and at times...a silent walk away (which happened in my case:) )

So it was throwing at each other...knocking down the other...to place the stamp on who was right and who was wrong...shouting out all sort of allegations...knowing themselves that what ever that they are trying to put on the other shoulder is nothing more than F***ING rubbish!!!.and all of a sudden..the soul who was your better half last night stands as your opponent in a bull ring...
KNOCK HIM DOWN!!!
So after some bleeding rolls down the terrain..he puts it like this

"Love...it's nothing but crap...and break up...the inevitable rear end of the crap called love"

He moved on with his new theory and some rigid decisions*
*terms and conditions apply and subjected to revision if needed

again back to his floating mode...fun...hangouts...trips...and with a big tag around his neck..
"A proud single"
 There it happens again...another "SHE"...someone of strange brand...and again he took it on him...the carp called love...
it mixed on like nothing..so smooth..so calm..and it was all love again...the smell..the warmth...
everything could be put down in the most poetic way with one starred line under it..
*we both know that we are too weak to take it all the way"
so..the usual solution..a break up!!..the same stinging word..but not like the prior one...this ones falls in the other pole.
we don't hate each other..we don't blame each other..and perhaps we love each other..but we are breaking up. It is not the usual brushing aside...but slowly...tenderly pampering it away...a strange way indeed...

The talks went on..and it still goes on.."ya i know..let's walk away"...they whisper at each other...with the palms still holding on to each other as tighter as they could ...

I think i should stop it here..coz still my jaw goes loose...when i see those words...and the line put above falls under nothing...but my blabber on a topic that makes me a stupid...again and again..so it still goes on like this

"i'm in love..oopss!!...no!!..let's break up.."